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December 27, 2006

aaahhhhhhh.....

Happy holidays everyone. Hope they were good for you. I love this week. Because nothing has changed since school, and we're all on christmas vacation. Seriously, I feel no guilt about not really doing that much. It's a weird feeling.

Posted by chriscoxmusic at 11:09 AM | Comments (0)

December 18, 2006

Hey man

Hey man, are you okay? I mean, I read your blogs and... well I just want to know if you're okay. You seem angry.

funny thing

We live in a fallen world and I live in the land of philosophy. I'm not really angry, just wondering if i'm right. Cause I think i've got a lot of this crap figured out. But thinking you know something and knowing something are two different things. I never wonder if i'm eating a burrito while I'm eating a burrito. Well, I did once but i was really into Derrida at the time. But anyway, I was driving my car today and I realized that philosophers are only philosophers by default. Because they never do anything else. But what is also interesting is that the most powerful and meaningful and educational things i've ever done have been just that - things that i've DONE! Doing in some ways is all that "matters".

Posted by chriscoxmusic at 05:13 PM | Comments (0)

December 17, 2006

I'm worried

I'm worried about the level of intelligence of people my age. Sorry to be so ambiguous, but I spend hours on You Tube watching and listening to this up and coming generation present their views on politics and it scares the shit out of me. And not because of what they're saying or the views they hold and present. There are great arguments on either side in this country. What scares me is the lack of logical reasoning behind these usually dramatic rants. It seems that emotion has become a currency in debate these days.

Posted by chriscoxmusic at 12:54 PM | Comments (0)

December 14, 2006

All I Wanna Do

All I want to do is play. That's all I've ever wanted to do. You don't know what you got till it's gone I guess. Cause I don't have the time to do it these days. I just want to get down. So I have to make time. I feel like every time I begin to learn how to get down I stop. It's funny, the only thing I have to do to get down is relax. But anyway, whenever I begin to learn, I stop trying. Because I am so terribly terrified of failure. This fear controls all that I do and I can feel it's power now that I'm getting older. I can feel it ruining me. This is the bitterness i've read about. These are the beer-belly excuses of our older brothers. It's time to man up and do what I've got to do.

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December 08, 2006

Friends

Is there anything better than the heater in your car? I think i've talked about this before, but it's just the best. My roommate Moses has shown me something i've been looking for for a long long time. Do it. There's just so much I don't understand in life. There are so many things that I want to be mad at God for. But I guess I'm not supposed to. And then I come to the realization: almost everything I "know" about God I learned from man. I just have to keep that in mind. Honesty is always liberating. This has been a stressful time in life. One that is redefining some very important relationships. Those of you who are married or engaged know what I'm talking about. Come to think of it, Kristi and my engagement has redefined, in some way or another, just about every relationship I have. That's not a bad thing, it just takes a bit of a paradigm shift. Kristi and I met Sean Hannity in New York.

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